excitements.

hehe it's really been a long time that i blogged! oh well no one is even reading my blog anyways. im just talk to myself as usual.

anyways talking about excitements, it excites me already. HAHA! went to SMTOWN SG with my clique ♥ hehe overall it was great because i actually met quite a number of people! :) but it's kind of saddening that i didnt manage to meet alot of tlist.. :( i dont know how the other tlist can get super close with each other and they even have each other's phone numbers omg. i feel left out always for this same reason over and over again. sigh i really want to know more people :/ met 3 elf that have the same age as me but looking at them they're not those really hardcore ones like me and other tlist that i didnt get to meet :( sobbing next time if there's any fan events i really hope to go with tlist people!! but somehow i feel like im annoying them oops. but please be kind and we can be good friends :D gahh really hope to know more tlist even better! its like im a casual to everyone;;

oh yes excitement. smtown sg was overall not that bad heheh but for me i would really have gone to moshpit! also mainly because some of them cant afford that price. but as a hardcore fan i will really go moshpit no matter how long the concert is.

its my second time of the year and the second time of my life that im seeing superjunior!! ♥ I WAS SO EXCITED BECAUSE I GOT TO SEE THEM AGAIN :'D hehe to my clique it's their first time but I still get hyper whenever i see my favourite oppars :) and for the first time im seeing DBSK. I SWEAR HOMIN IS DAMN SMEXY PLEASE. SHINee was damn awesome too! AND EXO!!! also, SNSD, f(x), BoA and Kangta! I like every SM artists but if I have to choose I will get superjunior and dongbangshinki heh.

1h before concert rain started to pour. although it's like a troublesome matter for us, but just to see our oppars, IM WILLING TO DO ANYTHING. ((exaggeration over here)) hehe and then during concert it kind of started to rain when f(x) performed electric shock (i think i forgot), then the rain got heavier during SFS, and the rain was like the worst during catch me. alot people started to seek for shelter but I remained there despite there's lightning and thunder. come on, even the artists are performing on stage under this kind of weather, and they have to dance and sing, and cannot fall. they can even do it in the rain, so why not us? shame on those who left. although some of them slipped, they always tried their best to give their fans the best performances ever. yes im proud of the SM family.

also, i managed to sneak camera into the concert! hehe the bag check security was funny! "where's your big camera?" i said "oh i didn't bring" and smiled. i really wanted to say 'but i brought my small camera :)' and give them the smile. HAHAHA. i didn't expect that there is rarely any staff catching cameras! unlike SS4 SG where the people are catching cameras literally everywhere and from what i know one ELF got chased out. i pity that person.. so i actually took fancams! :) although im far from the stage, my digital camera also can hardly zoom in until can see very clearly the real artist on stage. sobs i don't have a DSLR oh well. financial problems i guess? but anyways, im kind of satisfied already.

MAMA 2012 was yesterday, AND YES WE GOT DAESANG TWO YEARS IN A ROW. IM PROUD OF THEM :') i was literally screaming at home. and literally got tweetjailed yesterday. achievement unlocked. jailed 8 times a day. MY NEW RECORD HEHEHE YAY :)

i guess i wont be like spazzing so much on this blog oops. xx