Yours truly ღ

Yours truly ღ

Ying Xuan | 15 | Singapore

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Friday, 25 October 2013

randomness

so basically received all my results hurhur.

it wasnt that satisfying as i really really hope that I would not get a C and yet i got one :( and it was kinda disappointing that i did not get A+ for science sigh// silently praying/hoping that my grade will be pulled up to A+ hehe.

i really hope that i can hit 3.2 because i really want to have a subject-based enrichment in either math or science :> it sounds interesting and also my love for math and science yay hehe. PLEASE, 3.2 COME TO ME.

anyway, found some jobs for this holiday but idk whether I should apply or not coz i really don't know my schedule yet, partly due to school activities and some other stuff like trainings and lessons outside. and then i really wanna work with my friends, but they are all under the age limit D: cries.

Wednesday, 23 October 2013

interclass

so we got 6th....................

we started our group matches quite well but afterwards we went down the drain all the way. don't even talk about the second day which is even worse.

that was the last chance to play as a class i guess, and yet i kinda screwed it up >< served a ball out of court then not say my dig went over as it went up, someone hit it but couldnt go over. sigh/// i was such a burden :(

at last we improved from last year tho :')

but until now i seriously feel like im the burden to our team ohmygosh :/

Monday, 21 October 2013

end of EOY!

HEY THERE. so EOY has ended. i have a really really bad feeling this time round. REALLY BAD FEELING, especially LA. its kind of like my weakest and worst subject. I have to pass LA so that I'll get promoted. ohgod the stress for LA.

LA paper 1 was doable but i think i can't score? i screwed it up most probably. and my expository writing was rushed out in 20minutes wtf. Yes I did prepare for the lit part and read some stuff for expository, but I just blanked out when I saw the question. EVERY TIME. paper 2, compre paper, HAHAHA FAIL ALREADY. people who are good in english also say difficult, i doubt i can do well. and i really have a feeling that i'll fail overall?? =retain/3A????? YEAH THATS WHAT I FEEL.

math paper was bloody easy but i didn't complete it. around 5 marks? phew. regrets for not finishing math paper omg it was so easy!!!

chinese paper 1 was ha ha ha. email writing most people wrote another question. there's only like 1 or 2 people who wrote the same question as me :/ for essay i kinda stoned there for 20minutes coz i couldn't decide which topic to write since I have ideas for both. ended up writing the easy one but i dont think i can score very high either coz i forgotten one part of my super long phrase OTL.

science was okay...? easy but truthfully i did not prepare much for it. i think i would be careless for chem and physics. bio was the hardest man omg. dont even get all the logic in it :(

history was a KILLER. i expected the paper to be difficult but not to this standard. oh my i think i flunked it :/ who knows, i may end up getting F. wanted to pull up my history grade to A so much since I was just a few marks to A :(  B as always, sigh//

geography was okay, but i didn't complete the paper tho. left out one part of a question for short answer and a mark for drq. the essay was okay, but i expected like international instead of individual hurhur. but at least i could remember all the required data for the question so i hope that i linked it back to the question and my conclusion would not go wrong so that i can get high marks for geog. i hope i can get at least a B :>

that's all, not in the mood to talk about activities after EOY since im feeling that im such a burden :( oh lord save me, i have no idea what to choose among things that I have the chance to strive. I can't possibly like juggle everything anymore this is too tiring and i do not have so much time sigh//