end of EOY!

HEY THERE. so EOY has ended. i have a really really bad feeling this time round. REALLY BAD FEELING, especially LA. its kind of like my weakest and worst subject. I have to pass LA so that I'll get promoted. ohgod the stress for LA.

LA paper 1 was doable but i think i can't score? i screwed it up most probably. and my expository writing was rushed out in 20minutes wtf. Yes I did prepare for the lit part and read some stuff for expository, but I just blanked out when I saw the question. EVERY TIME. paper 2, compre paper, HAHAHA FAIL ALREADY. people who are good in english also say difficult, i doubt i can do well. and i really have a feeling that i'll fail overall?? =retain/3A????? YEAH THATS WHAT I FEEL.

math paper was bloody easy but i didn't complete it. around 5 marks? phew. regrets for not finishing math paper omg it was so easy!!!

chinese paper 1 was ha ha ha. email writing most people wrote another question. there's only like 1 or 2 people who wrote the same question as me :/ for essay i kinda stoned there for 20minutes coz i couldn't decide which topic to write since I have ideas for both. ended up writing the easy one but i dont think i can score very high either coz i forgotten one part of my super long phrase OTL.

science was okay...? easy but truthfully i did not prepare much for it. i think i would be careless for chem and physics. bio was the hardest man omg. dont even get all the logic in it :(

history was a KILLER. i expected the paper to be difficult but not to this standard. oh my i think i flunked it :/ who knows, i may end up getting F. wanted to pull up my history grade to A so much since I was just a few marks to A :(  B as always, sigh//

geography was okay, but i didn't complete the paper tho. left out one part of a question for short answer and a mark for drq. the essay was okay, but i expected like international instead of individual hurhur. but at least i could remember all the required data for the question so i hope that i linked it back to the question and my conclusion would not go wrong so that i can get high marks for geog. i hope i can get at least a B :>

that's all, not in the mood to talk about activities after EOY since im feeling that im such a burden :( oh lord save me, i have no idea what to choose among things that I have the chance to strive. I can't possibly like juggle everything anymore this is too tiring and i do not have so much time sigh//