we'll never journey alone

yesterday was the last day of school with Jamae. THE LAST DAY. how amazing can my class get? they made my first 2 years in Dunman High wonderful. It's something that I would never trade for. The ups and downs we've gone through together, overcoming our fears etc.

This is probably the first time I cried so much like emotionally. The farewells that we bid each and everyone were just..... This is really the first class in my life that I had felt so bonded with. I can just talk to anyone in the class, and not just selective people.

I did not even cry in primary school but yesterday the tears just flowed out like a huge waterfall. ms ling's words really made me started tearing, and then the video :> when the teachers say we could enjoy the food prepared for us, most of us just went so emotional........... PS: i was really shocked that xueying was crying like crazy coz she was so happy few moments ago LOL. took pictures with the class and the teachers :')

Our class guys are really really nice to be with! you can get so comfortable with them that you can talk about anything xD and they're really humorous. I don't think we can ever find a class that's funnier than Jamae, no way. We'll all be going different paths, pursuing different stuff.

There's something that I'm really afraid of. Who knows, we might change due to the new class that we will be in. People might change due to their surrounding friends. when the next time jamae meets up, some of us would have probably have a total change that kind of gives us the impression of "we dont know this person anymore" we might change from good to bad, or bad to good. we can't predict. I really kind of enjoy the way I am now, the easy going way. But one thing I really hate myself is that I keep everything to myself until at home i start ranting to my dearest bro. ((sorry but i really love you more than anyone else)) But I hope I can stay the way I am, and i'm like forever smiling LOL.

sigh, i really miss the class. ((can i say im like kind of sobbing while writing this .__. ))

♡♡♡i love you guys to the moon and back ♡♡♡

I really can't imagine the class that I'll be in for the next two years. Who will be the jamaeians that will be in my class? close ones? not that close ones? or none? IM WORRIED.

yesterday was probably the last day that I can play around with really great friends like zikai, irvin, lezong, nina, bethany, xueying, melanie, eunseo and audria as my classmates. we're like taking different number of subjects, choosing different combination, but i think there's a chance of me being in the same class as malthus, su mian, andrea or eunseo.

i think it was the last day of us walking to everywhere as a clique too. gonna be real busy next year. really hope that we can meet up???

we'll never journey alone. this theme for our orientation into dunman high suits us so much. we always help each other in times of need, help each other to overcome our fears and difficulties that we face, and encourage each other every time we could. Thanks to you guys I had the motivation to work harder in everything I do, but im really sorry that I could not reach the standard of what was expected in some areas T__T. i'll improve for the better yay.

love you guys more than him x