the r e a l i t y

things are being covered up at times. it has to be said, and not being hidden anymore. but what im really sad/disappointed/frustrated about is that no one else realised.

you may seem to be a great player but in fact, you're totally not. perhaps your acting skills helped, which is good for on stage purpose i guess? but in actual fact, you cant do it properly. its totally noticable to me. sometimes these things made me feel that others are really really blind. or perhaps they just kept quiet and kind of gave up on yall, and dont wanna give a damn about it anymore?

buck up, please. you think you're good is it? honesly speaking, it's a no. if only we had a honest talk, i am sure that the majority will say no.

sometimes i wonder, what did i do to be dragged into this. im not the problem at all. in fact, somehow i was helping you guys to cover up all the while, unknowingly. i do not want to do this but it just happened coz the others looked at it in a different way.

sighh. this is life.