sensitivity

there are people who are insensitive, people who are okay, and people who are overly-sensitive etc.

for people who are very very sensitive, you mean we can't tell them their mistakes? what if someone told them their mistakes in a more indirect way? you mean that works? no i dont think so, it just makes thing less awkward and that they wont even be very clear about what's wrong.

to add on, as one of the leading ones, you're the ones that went wrong and you guys didnt not even realise it. hello? WAKE UP ALREADY. dont go around and influence people in the wrong way. not that i have a say nor i can even say about this, we look at you guys in a very different way now. you guys just LOOK LIKE yall are good, but in actual fact, not a tiny bit at all. 

or maybe you say that my expectations are too high. just to let you know, im not the kind that will get frustrated with something if it happens for the first time. if the same mistake gets repeated over and over again, WHY NOT YOU COME AND TELL ME, who will not be fed up?! its just that no one mentions it out so some people dont even realise. 

好心帮忙是为了要达到更高、更好的水平，但反而被别人误会我们，还说我们是有阴谋的

why not YOU try to be in our position? we're doing for the sake to help everyone and not just to look good in front of others, or for show only. i doubt you guys can even do so because based on what you guys are doing at the moment you feel that as long as you know how to do it and thats it you count it as you guys aew good enough. refine them, thanks. your effort will be greatly appreciated.

or perhaps you can say, im straightforward. YES I AM. why am i like that? i wasnt like that in the past, i kept to myself A LOT last time, but i started to be more outspoken now. why? what's the reason? its because no one is speaking up, hence everyone is just doing things in their own ways. its team effort, if only a few individuals try, we will not succeed. is that why people are looking at me from a different perspective now? i think yes, but i sacrificed it for the sake of everyone. the intention behind all these is to improve together as a team, not individuals.

I really hope that people will start looking at things from our perspective too, not just others. and i'm really thankful for the friends who are always by my side supporting me to become even better. love you guys and jiayou too x